Hi Friend!
You are worthy of joy, your heart deserves kindness and I hope you cultivated space for yourself to experience these, during the week. If you did not, take a moment to breathe, reflect and celebrate the greatness you exuded!
This week’s conversation goes like this, people often say, "Start early," and so I did. For a month, every single day, I threw myself into the game, chasing opportunities, and pursuing my dreams. But as the days passed, rejection letters became the soundtrack of my life. With each 'no,' I began to wonder if there was such a thing as starting too early.
With every closed door, I questioned the root of my failures. Was it a matter of lacking qualifications, or was I simply failing at selling myself and my potential?
Honestly, there were moments when I doubted my own skills, believing I had nothing substantial to offer. Yet, all I yearned for was a chance to learn and grow. But, alas, it seemed that 'no' was the only word echoing back.
Plan A, Plan B, Plan C – they all crumbled in front of my eyes. The disappointment was palpable. But I couldn't help but wonder – were these rejections merely a sign that I wasn't quite ready yet? Maybe in a few weeks or months, the story would be different.
They say it's all about timing and seizing the moment when preparation meets opportunity. And you know what? I'm starting to see the wisdom in those words. What's even better is that I'm not crushed or disheartened. On the contrary, every setback fuels my determination to push harder, to aim further, and to persist longer.
There was a point when I questioned my own sanity. After all, they say doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results is a form of madness. But then someone I hold dear and respect said something that gave me pause: "Allow the things you do to germinate."
At first, I interpreted it as "let things be." But upon deeper reflection, I realized that amid the chaos of my choices and my relentless early start, growth was quietly taking root.
I was in the process of discovering and learning to embrace the path I've always desired. My schedule was evolving daily, reflecting my evolving priorities. And while the stress and frustration threatened to consume me, I was becoming.
The road ahead was slowly becoming clearer. I was leaving behind old places, old beliefs, and old habits, replacing them with new ones. All of this was a step towards living the life I believe God has laid out for me.
In this whirlwind, I found myself embracing new goals, acknowledging new milestones, and welcoming new experiences. My life was expanding, growing fuller with each passing day.
You see, starting early isn't about outpacing everyone else; it's about becoming – becoming the person you aspire to be, at your own pace. It's about forming your opinions and discovering your personal values.
Have you experienced the rollercoaster of starting early?
Share your stories, your trials, and your triumphs with me in the comments below. Let's engage and encourage one another on this journey of growth and discovery.
With unwavering perseverance,
Celine
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